Howdy hey my peeps!!


So, it's been a while since I have been on here! Life is about the same, I am working my booty off right now and trying to just keep on top of the necessities in life!! I have been out here in Holbrook now for a little over a year, still don't love it here but I am out on my own and loving it! (Not that I didn't love living with my family, but there is something about being out on your own and doing it yourself again that is soooo gratifying!) I love love love my job and most of the people I work with... I moved into a new place in January with Shawn, Shane and their buddy Chris... It's been interesting to say the least, I just keep telling myself 6 more months and the lease is up lol... Is that totally horrible? Probably, but I am a SUPER BIG neat freak and they all could care less about the house being clean... I feel like it's a never ending job cleaning up after 4 adults and 1 child that is here half the time... I can't complain too much tho, this house is much nicer than the one I was living in before and I can't say that I am ever lonely really because there is always someone here to drive me nuts!! Haha... I am still single, I can actually say I am enjoying it! It's nice to be able to talk to who ever when ever I feel like it and not feel like I am going to get in trouble for it... I have made lots of great friends out here and some of the people I have met feel like family members!! I seriously have like 50 more big brothers that I didn't have before and some of them drive me nuts but I will forever cherish the relationship I have with them all!! 


Ummm... That's about it, my life is really hectic right now with my schedule but I don't do much more than work and clean... When I'm not doing those things I am usually sleeping!! Getting ready to switch to a grave yard shift so that oughta be fun, I'll be by myself at night at work so that won't be fun and I am hoping that I will be able to stay awake the entire shift but it'll be good... Anywho, I am going to go relax now I don't do much of that these days!! I miss my friends and family like crazy, hoping to take more time off soon so I can go see every one!! It is much needed right now!! Love you all, and thank you to everyone that has been there for me the last couple years, it has meant the world to me!! I wouldn't be where I am now without all the love and support from every one!! Until next time!!

Thinking...

So, I don't work on the weekends anymore with this new job that I have and this is the first weekend in a while that I have been able to sit at home and do nothing... But that always leads me to thinking and wondering about things... On todays menu of thinking...

I started going back to a couple years ago when I really wanted to move away from Cottonwood cuz I was tired of living there and seeing the same things day after day... So that's just what I did, quit my job, packed my bags and moved out to Queen Creek... Couldn't find a job for the life of me and decided one day that I was going to see where being a nanny would take me... So, once again I went out on a limb and applied to be a nanny... A few days later got a call about two possible families and an interview later that day... Low and behold I landed a job out in Corona, CA!! I was so excited to get out of AZ and try something new!! I moved out there and I will say that SoCal is not all that it's cracked up to be... The people are different, no one cares about you, no one can take 5 minutes out of there day to even think about the remote possibility of caring about you... To be honest all they care about out there is themselves and making more money than their neighbor down the street and having bigger and better things than anyone else they know!! I know that not everyone out there is like that but just from the experiences I had and most of the people I met out there that's the impression they left in my mind... Nine months later I was hating my job and every person out there that I had associated myself with... But as I look back on it now I'm grateful for the experience it provided me with... I learned a lot about myself and a lot of life lessons... I also learned that if I hadn't moved out there and gone through the things that I had gone thru that I wouldn't be where I am today... Some may say that that may not be such a bad thing if I wasn't where I am today but I am truly grateful to be where I am and to have what I have in life...
For example, I never would have met Wes, seriously... If you want to know the story I'll tell you but I know that every day from here on out that I will look at that man and be grateful for all that I have been through... We watched a movie the other night and a professor said in it that there are two different views on the world and the way that things happen, some think that every thing, whether big or small, that has happened up until this point has happened for a reason... And the other part of the world just thinks that sh** happens and it doesn't matter what other things have happened, it didn't make the world what it is...
So, I questioned that today for myself and I believe that everything happens for a reason and that everything in this world that has happened has led me to where I am now... It could have been different, it very well could have been... But for now I am glad that things are just the way that they are because I love my life and I wouldn't trade it for the world... I have an amazing family that I love very much, I have an amazing man that I also love very much and am excited to start a new life with him by my side, and last but not least I have amazing friends who I love, too!! All of the people in my life where meant to be in my life but without the past I wouldn't have any of it...
I don't really know if this post will make much sense but I just needed to get it out there and let you all know that I'm glad I have you in my life, and maybe you're not part of my life right now or anymore but I'm glad either way... I'm excited to see what the future has in store for me and to see what other great people out there I will meet and grow to love as well... Until then...

So here goes nothin...

K so Heather and Tara both have blogs and it keeps me up to date on things in theirs lives. I decided that even though I am single and have no chitlins running around I could still do the blog thing... Life in CRAZY right now, been working lots and hating it most of the time!! I really don't have much time to myself!! Been dating but nothing serious, we all know how that goes... It's the story of my life!! Haha...
Right now I am working at Best Buy as a Mobile Sales Consultant... Sounds professional right? Haha... Yeah, basically I sell cell phones and get to deal with grouchy people all day!! It's a good time, just exactly what I love to do. Trying to find something else and waiting for a lady to call me about another possible nanny job. I figure that I would like this nanny job more considering my family is closer than they were when I was in California.
As for the love life you ask? Right now I am seeing a guy, Jeremy... Very nice guy, but we'll see how it goes!! I don't hold my breathe anymore!! It seems that when things are going good something terribly wrong happens and that's the end of it. Believe me though I am in no hurry to get married!! I sometimes think that it would be nice to be married but then I think about having to share things and that doesn't sound any fun!! I like sleeping alone cuz I can spread out on my bed, and I like having my own food and not having to share my sweets. Is that so bad? Haha... I think not!! But hey that's just me!! I have decided that I am going to become a mormon nun... (not even possible) I thought it was somewhat funny...
So yeah that's me!! Takin' one small baby step and livin' life one day at a time!! Good times, good times!!